Hi Sweetheart, I definitely should write you more. Sorry for not writing you for a while. How are you dear? I just noticed that it's almost one year since I started writing to you. Writing you always gave me solace. Thanks a lot for being there for me when barely anyone stayed. Thanks again for hearing me when I had so much to tell but got no-one to listen. I always wished to tell you things that I feel my parents should have told me. I wish you learned something from your dad too. Your dad is struggling with things lately. I often feel that worst part of my day is when I wake up. Almost everyday I see things of different scenarios in my dreams but the only constant thing is she is there in every single of them. We were together. When I wake up, boom, everything shatters all at once. It's been two years since we broke up but when I wake up it breaks my heart all over again. It's like an endless recursion of heartbreaks. I wish I had the answer to why this happens but unfort...